it's not right, but it's now or never

Big things are coming.

Autorretrato by Rocio Montoya

Big,

fat,

scary,

AMAZING THINGS.

I don't know if I am ready or not, but I don't care because it just feels like I am.

Even if it is a faux feeling I don't care… it is enough. 

Finally.

  

Me. In more ways than one. (Try three)

"In LA all you need is a little ingenuity and a lot of nerve."
-Mario in Smog (1962)

[Great, yet widely unknown and difficult to track down Italian film by 
Franco Rossi set in LA of the early 60s. Worth a view for the cityscapes 
alone, but the Chet Baker soundtrack and funny dialogue, not to mention
requisite Italian charm only add to its appeal. If you ever come across 
it or a screening, WATCH IT!]